Saturday, July 03, 2004

training getting much tougher now. from a company strength of 164, now leaves only 141. my platoon has shrunk from 54 to 38. so many hav dropped out of course. had they made the right choice? personally i think it's even worse then having to endure BSLC, cos they'll be posted to god knows where and most will be doing saikang or to become storemen or admin stuffs. my section from a strength of 11 men hav become literally a real section of 7 men. dunno how we're gonna survive fieldcamps with no shadows to help lighten the loads and help take turns to carry. well, hav decided to juz tahan the nex 6weeks, that's juz 6 more book-outs!

charlie is really a dame slack company. in terms of disipline that is. guess it was previously an ASLC company that's why. we're really treated as future commanders, being able to choose what we wanna do. able to go for lotsa canteen breaks. able to report sick anytime we want. basically lotsa welfare. not happy wif the sergents we can complain to the sirs. the sergents in sispec are really treated dame badly. maybe it's cos they're not NSF but regulars. really made to do all the saikangs. really hate to look down on ppl but having seen these sergents they really are getting on my nerves. dame cock. do things or give instructions nvr use their brains. cos whole coy are A'levels 'cept a few, thy're dame bias. keep commenting on us being A'levels etcetc.. maybe they think it makes them seem dame smart that they hold PSLE or O'levels can be our sergents. but they juz dun understand that it juz makes them look as if they've got dame low self-esteem and need to comfort themselves. some ppl with low education juz makes ppl look down on them with their fucked up attitude. these regulars juz dun understand that it's a person's character and attitude that makes a good leader thus able to gain the respect of others. whole day only know how to say we A'levels why can't be like them. not that i got tekan but a few platoon mates got picked on by them. if they're joking still never mind, but it's can see they're serious and hav got different thinkings. whatever. guess there're ppl still into being biased and having fucked up attitudes.

but the training is really getting out of hand. 6km run one day, ippt the next, den SOC... in consecutive days. and nex wed i'll have a 7km run. almost every morn will hav runs of almost 4km. learnt about LAW, M203 and basic navigation so far. i'm so tired.

James | 9:41 PM