Saturday, September 18, 2004

onli 4weeks hav passed and wif 50days still counting boy hav i gotten myself into much deepshits. thought the case will stop at my platoon commander. but nooo, it went all the way up the heriachy to my school sergent major. can't say much but i have signed 3 extra guardduties and 1 confinement over the weekends. Not forgetting the 2 regimental duties we've to serve each, tt's 6 weekends of mine gone. first regimental guardduty tmr... guess the 5day week wun affect me now eh. fuck. aneway, being an mp isn't good. ppl here know the rules inside out so it's really dangerous waters we're treading in. besides that we're pretty much having fun doing stupid things to waste away the time. ohyah, the food's getting worse, no quality nor quantity. so easy to criticise yet hard to praise.

but on the cons, we've seen the other half of the SAF tt no one knows about. so many crimes committed and some so gruesome and recent that i even had a hard time believing till we were shown all the 'evidence'. even some 'supernatural' cases. classified stuffs that we can't disclose. completed all the lessons on control&restraint. got to apply locks in a 3men team while our 'detainee' trys to struggle free, it always ends up in a WWE match...hope i pass the grading nex week! learnt how to interrogate ppl, tell if they're lying, make them say stuff indirectly, how to make them speak, analyse a person by the way he speaks or writes etcetcetc. really insightful and interesting. had vehicle navax ard s'pore too. life has been pretty slack but the physical training and mental stress is starting to get to me. dunno how to put it to words, juz gonna end here. praying so hard the rest of the course will pass peacefully sia. pray i dun out-of-course and get posted to infantry. 50days left and counting!

James | 6:37 PM