Sunday, November 07, 2004

why does trouble always get attracted to me? am i that attractive even though i always try to keep a low profile? sad to say... i'm attractive. seems like fate would have us meet at every phase of life. first serious date at sec.3. since then we've been bumping into each other often enough. seems like the saying is true. the more u wanna avoid something the more u'll get it. same as when u wanna catch a cab, none will be in sight but if u're waiting for a bus, countless cabs will go by but the bus wun be in sight... esp when u're in a rush.

got to fall in at 0615. woke up at 0610. hurried tis small group of 12guys to fall in at the parade square. 0616. counted only 10guys there. seems like 2 went to the training shed where we usually fall in. instructor waiting for me to report strength. suddenly saw our school sergent major - a master warrant. at one corner looking at us. instructor greeted him "Good morning". only thing on my mind was to get those 2clowns. so ran pass the ssm, greeted him good morning. suddenly he asked me to stop. kena gan for almost 10mins. long story short. giest was that i was suppose to tiam my platoon then greet him and how a future commander shd be. said i was sorry and it's my fault. still kena gan for saying that as it implies i am "fucking arrogant'' and "of cos your fault then my fault ah." . told me to go sign 2extras. ohwell, shall not comment further as u nvr know who might be reading this wif juz a search at Yahoo! with the searchword 'MilitaryPolice'.

ssm had a talk wif us on fri. suddenly it was all about "there's a thin grey line between confidence and arrogance" and all about "learning to be humble and all there is to humility". well, what can i say.

watched a really disturbing movie: Ad Normal Beauty. no appitite.
gonna get posted to a new branch on tues. finally got the rank. had hints as to where i'll be posted to.
i'm lovin' it.

James | 3:58 AM