Sunday, November 06, 2005

look at the time now. i just can't sleep, so many thoughts and feelings.. i can't believe myself.
is this even me? a player? fuck. someone anyone just get me out of this insane lifestyle
this week is one very typical example of my life summarised. maybe it's kinda like a one week break so i have time?

monday- newsroom bar and spent fucking lotsa cash on damed alcohol. home 5am.
tuesday- dinner and All About Love. good movie if i must say so. home 4am.
wednesday- dinner and mahjong. not even home.
thursday- knocked out.
friday- momo and wasted myself. totally. home 5am.
saturday- dinner and two movies, Cello. which sucks. and Just Like Heaven. dame good show. highly recommended! home 6am.

and so here i am... reflecting on my life. is this my life? parents are like complaining so much, treating this home like a hotel etcetcetc. but what else can i do? don't even know what to say. sincerely hope i can make better use of this time. but totally no ideas what so ever! well, planned a couple of wakeboarding lessons end of this month. other than that? 200 days to ORD! oh, sorry... i forgot. minues the weekends, public hols, leaves, offs and 9am - 3 pm... hmm, i think i've already like....
ORD lo! Ha.

...and they say alcohol makes a man brave and a woman loose

James | 7:14 AM